Comatose

Comatose - Julia Nunes

Baby

宝贝

I don't really know if I'm lying to you

我不知道我是在对你撒谎

Or hiding the truth from myself

还是在隐瞒真相

And I'm sorry I'm not

很抱歉 我没有这么做

But you deserve to feel dumb

但是你有权利保持沉默

If you thought I was somebody else

如果你觉得我已经变了的话

I down cups of sludge

我身陷困境

And stay up forever

备受煎熬

'Cause I'm too afraid of what happens

因为我太害怕将要发生的一切

When I fall asleep

当我沉沉睡去

Can't drift away

也无法逃避

If you keep on holding tight

如果你能继续抓紧我

Trust me it's not worth the fight

相信我 争吵是不值得的

Baby I swear that

宝贝 我向你发誓

I don't really know if I'm lying to you

我真的不知道我是在对你撒谎

Or hiding the truth from myself

还是在隐瞒真相

And I'm sorry I'm not

很抱歉 我没有这么做

But you deserve to feel dumb

但是你有权利保持沉默

If you thought I was somebody else

如果你觉得我已经变了的话

I know that you checked my pulse

我知道你检查了我的脉搏

To see if I was freaking out

想知道我是否崩溃了

'Cause you were freaking out

因为你快崩溃了

But I remain comatose

但我还在昏迷中

From coast to coast

全国各地

'Cause everyone I care about

每一个我关心的人

Is miles away

都在千里之外

Can't figure out the words to say

无法用言语表达

That I made a mistake

我犯了个错

It's not my fault

这不是我的错

If I can't see

如果我不知道

How you could fall so easily

你会如此轻易地掉下去

And I am never going to be

我就永远不会那样做的

What you saw inside of me

你看到了我的内心深处

I'm thinking of

我正在思考

Reasons not to love you

不爱你的理由

Ways I can push you away

该怎样把你推开

And it's safe to assume

但假定一下是没关系的

When you step in this room

当你走进这个房间时

You should thank your stars for everyday

你应该感谢一切

I don't really know if I'm lying to you

我真的不知道我是在对你撒谎

Or hiding the truth from myself

还是在隐瞒真相

And I'm sorry I'm not

很抱歉 我没有这样做

But you deserve to feel dumb

但是你有权利保持沉默

If you thought I was somebody else

如果你觉得我已经变了的话