Mental(Album Version)

Artist：courtney jaye

Songs Title：mental

On this lonely stretch of solitude

在这个孤独的荒野

I'm thinking 'bout the things that I never do

我在想着那些我从未做过的事

All the promises that I made to you

想着那些我对你做过的承诺

Well they're just words

它们只是几句话

They're only words

只是几个单词

It took so long for me to recognize

我花了好长时间才意识到

All this confidence that I couldn't find

那些我找不到的自信

I used to dim my light so you could shine

我曾经让我自己变得暗淡，以突出你的光芒

And that's what hurts

这很痛心

It really hurts

真的很难过

I wanna do everything right

我想把每件事做好

But everything's going wrong

但是偏偏一切都要出差错

I want to feel heaven on earth

我想在这世上感受天堂

But nothing ever lasts that long

但是没有什么能坚持到那么久

Baby I'm goin' mental

宝贝，我要疯掉了

So much potential

太多潜力

I can't stand to watch it withering away

我不能眼睁睁看着它呼啸而过

It's out of control now

它现在已经失去控制了

It's getting old now

它在老去

And I can't afford to waste another day

我无法再浪费另一天

Well dust keeps piling up on the window sill

窗台前的灰尘渐渐堆的很高

Man if you don't know by now I guess you never will

如果你现在不了解，那我想你永远都不会了解

But there's no benefit in standing still

但是停止不前也没有任何好处

Not for you no no

对你来说没有任何好处

And not for me

对我亦一样

But I wanna make everything work

但是我想让每件事都顺利

Something's just gotta give

有些事情总得付出

I gotta start putting me first

我要将我自己放在第一位

It's killing me the way it is

这太折磨我了

I wanna do everything right

我想把每件事做好

But everything's going wrong

但是偏偏一切都要出差错

I wanna feel heaven on earth

我想在这世上感受天堂

And nothing ever lasts that long

但是没有什么能坚持到那么久