Damaged

Silence in solitude

What have I made of myself

What have I become

I am ashamed behind it all I am desperate

I am afraid in every step that I might take

I have finally seen this beast step into the light

And I am fully disgusted at the very sight

This is not who I am

I am so much greater

This is not who I am

I am so much more

I am just a broken down man

Hoping to fix what I have ruined the people I love and the love I killed

I see this bridge in the distance

That very first step might very well be the hardest thing in my life

And I have to live like this every single day

I have to live with the same face

I have to hear the same name

I have yet to come to terms

I am damaged

I have to live like this broken and desperate

Behind it all I have yet to come to terms

I am just a broken down man

Hoping to fix what I have ruined the people I love and the love I killed

I am better than this