Tears in Rain(Explicit)

Tears in Rain (Explicit) - jehst

Let me pour out my bleeding heart

It was all f**ked up from the start

I was just tryna play my part

And they say it ain't the winning that counts

It's the taking part

But when you lose maintaining hard

And if you choose to complain they laugh

At your pain so you pick up the pad

Put the needle to the vein

It's the same old same

I've seen it all before

And I'm sure that I'll see it again

Strange Days

When people act in strange ways

And end up locked in strange ways

For the way they behave

The sky is always a shade of grey

That's why I'm tryna make my pay

And escape the UK

It's a love hate relationship

No doubt do I wanna stay

Nah I wanna break out

Cause the rain clouds overhead

Got me feeling dread

Got me feeling like I'm already dead

Nothing left to lose

If it was left to you

Would you ever try to step in my shoes

And finish my work

If I was under the dirt

There's only so many bridges that's another that's burnt

Another confirmed my fears

I've been feeling the hurt for years

Dealin' with my people and my peers

And the cries for help

Falling on deaf ears

I guess everything must end here

And it must end now

Shut shot cause' I'm closing down

I'm broken down

I hope that there's no one around

To see my

Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain

I'm still here tryin' to maintain

Still here tryin' to maintain

It's the same old same yo it's always the same

It don't change

Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain

I'm still here tryin' to maintain

Still here tryin' to play the game

Still rolling the dice

Gambling not knowing the price

And if there really is a God I must owe him my life

If God exists then I owe my life

Enemy or friend

Friend or enemy

I touch tracks tenderly with a suicidal tendency

And when I'm gone nobody can fill the vacancy

They'll never say I was a victim of complacency

In the place to be seen I was home banging beats

Bagging trees tryna make ends meet

The only way I know how for now

I couldn't stay at my mum's I moved out of the house

I'm too proud crafting to earn a pound

And it's my own little niche that I'm carving now

Don't ask about the ups and downs

Can't you see that I'm still tryna turn my frown upside down

I cry the tears of a clown

Tears in the rain

I'm like a dusty old photo in a rusty frame

An old relative you can't remember the name

And if it wasn't for me

Things just wouldn't be the same

Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain

I'm still here tryin' to maintain

Still here tryin' to maintain

It's the same old same yo it's always the same

It don't change

Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain

I'm still here tryin' to maintain

Still here tryin' to play the game

Still rolling the dice

Gambling not knowing the price

And if there really is a God I must owe him my life

If God exists then I owe my life