Meadows

I picture a place that is

And always will be heaven

To the eyes ears nose and mouth

But most of all where my dying of

It so never gain never love

And affection for all but especially you

There is a special place knowing no end

To me myself and whatever I become

This thing inside

That ticks away ticks lower with each coming day day

But this place reminds me

I am loved but I wanted there

Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears

I am loved but I wanted there

But I am loved not but I wanted here

Pain is only the beginning which binds us

All together what the meadows somewhere will appear

Like that for the day will be alright

Will be alright

Alright

There is a special place

Knowing no end

To me myself

And whatever I become

This thing inside

That ticks away

Ticks lower with each coming day

I am loved but I wanted there

Not I wanted here

Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears

I am loved but not wanted here

Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears

But this place reminds me

Never reminds me

There is a special place knowing no end

To me myself and whatever I become

This thing inside that ticks away ticks lower with each coming day

I am loved but I wanted there

I am loved

Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears

Never ending tears

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