Smothered

Artist：spineshank

Songs Title：smothered

The black and cold reminds me

黑暗和寒冷提醒着我

Of all the distance we have crossed

我们所走过的路程

And if your darkness blinds me

如果你的黑暗遮住了我的眼帘

I could never be more lost

我永远不会迷失

But I'm not the one who seeks your protection

但我不是你唯一的守护

I'm not the one to share the disguise

我不接受你的虚伪

And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection

我不是你拒绝的理由

I'm not the one to tear the same way twice

我不能再受到伤害

You push from the inside - smothered

你让我窒息

You push from the inside out - smothered

你让我全身窒息

Have all your walls surround me

你紧紧缠绕着我

They're closing in they block my sight

你密密地遮住了我的眼帘

The violence around me

你粗暴地控制着我

Found me when I could not fight

直到我无法反抗

But I'm not the one to take your direction

但我不是你追逐的目标

I'm not the one who wears the disguise

我不虚伪

And I'm not the one to share your reflection

我不要生活在你的阴影里

I'm not the one you break the same way twice

我不能再受到伤害

I will never win

我从未赢过

I will never win with you

我从未赢过你

I read you

我是懂你的人

I fear you round up no more than you know

我害怕你对我疯狂的占有

I hate you

我恨你

I still do everytime you let me go

我时刻在准备着，放开我吧