What Have I Done?

These tears

I've cried a thousand

I'm slowly losing ground

Oh

What have

I done

Oh

A setting sun

Oh

What have

I done

Oh

A setting sun

In silence

Cold December

Just barely treading water

If to live is to suffer

I have lived a thousand lives

Over and over

Had my happiness denied

Lifeless and souless and loveless and hopeless

A pathetic mess in a heap on the floor

I am the catalyst

Destroyer of my own world