Pain & Pleasure

Hear you call for me

It's too late

Can't you see

Couldn't help

They spit on you

And called you fool

I believe it just slipped my mind

That I left you behind

I can't help

You died that day that I betrayed

On and on

Pain or pleasure

There is no distinction

You will see

Someday

That pain is just one step away

Pain or pleasure

There is no distinction

Wish I could explain

That pleasure is equal to pain

I am over you

I keep telling myself

Couldn't help

They made you beg

Made you bleed

I am sorry for what they did

Wasn't me

God forbid

It hit me now

I'm just like them

Or worse somehow

Now you're gone

Pain or pleasure

There is no distinction

You will see

Someday

That pain is just one step away

There is no distinction

Wish I could explain

That pleasure is equal to

Pain