Hell Within

I cannot see the sun from here

My sight is fading

I gash my flesh

I’m bleeding slowly

The bloodstained floor

Reflecting crimson

The sky turns black

I’m falling into the abyss…

Where am I?

What is this place?

Endless hollow time

Beyond the edge of nothingness

Perspective reflections

Rapid projections of the past

Spiral stairs descending

Into shades of gray I slip away…

Deadlights’ rays open

Windows into eternity

Delusions of reality

Chaotic stark insanity

Darkness…

Dark shadows fall

Foreboding fear

Is choking me

I breath…

I breath the darkened air

Vaporous form flows into me

A haunt within of the unseen

Eternal vision haunting still…

Avenging angels

Dark screams descend

Their bleeding wings

Dark Erinnyes

Engulf my weary soul

Traverse waves of iridescent light

Break this gloomy fragile night

A blackclad figure with fallen wings

Divine yet mortal she speaks to me…

See through me and gaze the light

Pure aura so warm and bright

Your withered mind is whispering

I am you…(you are me)

You are a lost soul

But you shall be redeemed

If you see the face

You must embrace…

“Look at yourself in the mirror

This is only a frantic dream”

I look at myself in the mirror…

Is this only a frantic dream?

Nothing numbs the pain

Anymore…oh, please…

Let me fade, slip away

Become one with the infinite

I don’t want to be alone anymore

No one can hear me

No one can feel me

I’m lurking in the shadows

Crying in despair

I’m twisting, I’m drowning

I’m loosing myself

I look in the mirror

But I am not there…

My hope slowly dies

As I fade away in darkness

My disembodied spirit

Is all what’s left of me

A tormented soul

An empty formless entity

I shall be forevermore

Haunted within…