The Worry List

I'm tired twisted barely breathing

Buried in the dark I'm creeping

Don't be concerned it's just the power of a breaking heart

How good am I hiding it look I've got some bad intentions

Guilty as f**king charged

Still standing stable more than able

Cause I know who you are

I know the birthdays anniversaries all the first days I missed

I regret them all

But now I know this:

I know that God exists I held her in my arms

I never knew I was able to ever feel this strong

Take me off your worry list it'll be better that way

I'm really fine and there's nothing we haven't talked about

So take me off your worry list I said \"Throw it away \"

This is what my life is about

I might have been gone but I never walked out

I've taken a thousand red eyes to change your point of view

What kind of man would take the trust you break and still follow through

'Cause I'm standin' right here

And you may not show up

This same gate 14 where honestly I'm just sick of calling your bluff

And it's just embarrassing that I nearly threw up

Well I'm trying hard to change the things I always screw up

And at the top of my list this visitation's no relationship

But I gotta make the best of it

'Cause I know -

I know that God exists I held her in my arms

I never knew I was able to ever feel this strong

Take me off your worry list it'll be better that way

And I'm doin' fine and I've got plenty of friends around

Take me off your worry list just throw it away

Well it's time to stand up on my own for her

'Cause I'm packing it up and I'm comin' today

I couldn't wait to finally pick my family up

Everything is quiet and covered in snow

There's something wrong here

Nobody's at home

Oh no no no no no no no

Now I'm back in the driver's seat

Heading back home

Yeah back to Texas on my own

Take me off your worry list it'll be better that way

And I'm doin' fine and I've got plenty of friends around

Take me off your worry list just throw it away

Yeah it's time to stand up on my own for her

I'm packing it up and I'm comin' today

This is what my story's about

I might have been gone but I never walked out

I'm packin' it up and I'm comin' today

This is what your story's about

My pretty little girl can you figure it out

If it helps to know so there is no doubt

Just listen to the stories not everything is glorious

Some hurt some love some shout

I fought the world and I lost that bout

And you are what my album's about

I might have been gone but I never walked out