Convictions

Convictions

Lost direction

Once a fielded dream

Controlled by the heat within

Cold could not withstand pressure to keep the sky in my hand

Now a failing breeze grabs a hold and pulls me down

Hands have turned to clay gripping the hope that lives inside

I move on praying for a way to save my own will

Time falls whisked away with each breath I take

Falling into time

A waste an endless torture sealing a fate of nothing

Dark times how do I conquer a life now chains

Go onward is the only method

Forget the pain and face our progression on

Survival is vital

In pain we succeed

How did I lose my convictions

Lost direction

Try to find a hold

Certain steps are led astray

Seems no other space

Forcing me out there's not enough time

Now it's time to bring all I know to help me win

Efforts have gone to hell

Crushing my will to act as the lead

Failed

Fault

Lost

Now climb

Push away fading terms the burn the skin

Saved till' now

Haunts me in each step I take

Times have changed

Overload is bearing down

Face each day circled by what I should have done

Dive

Crime

Loss

Give into time and fall

Procrastination

Fail to follow through with all I must do

Days they fall in shame

I slip in deeper

Confined by the weight that overbears

Stood tall but killed in it's nature

Forced steps I do not care what's there

They can see it in my eyes

I can it in my eyes

Time lies

I am falling further down

I've tried

But landing is hard

Fallen chance

Another lesson

I'll give it all I can

Another lesson

I gave it all I could