Giving up Hurts the Most

Angels mourn crying praying for your soul

As my eyes open from their state of sleep

I feel my blood turn into a frozen river

Nightmares so close death was in the air

My heart locked shut and I gave you the key

Promise not never to leave

As lies hold me emptiness fills my broken heart

Screaming your name hoping for a response

Silence

Summer drowned by winter

To look in your face and realize the time we spent

The chances I had

Have drifted away from my fingertips

Your life your thoughts your dreams your love

Never tried my hardest and now I cry as the hurt enters

I love you and I still love you

Even though I never showed it

A piece of me is gone forever

Clutching memories held so close

Repeating words of love spoken too late

My eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you for in you I find me

Days pass by and thy death still lingers

This coldness will never satisfy me

I want to be surrounded by angels

In a place where the sun is so warm

It burns my insides

Surrounded by angels surrounded by angels

Where love takes my darkest depression

And throws it into the deepest sea

A place I can call home I'm crying to you Jesus

Mend me break me make me

You're all I've got now

My eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you for in you I find me

Farewell my friend your time has come

And never will I be able to tell you I love you again