(About) Leaving

Feeling lonely in a crowd

Forever passing a thousand

Nameless homes and lights

I tried closing my eyes

I hated my reflection

Those bitter eyes

And their thousand hates

This life is slowly killing me

Stealing me of every breath

In the end I couldn't care

All I know

Is that I hurt

Tearing me from my waking hours

Is the sweet misery

Of a dark day

No matter how long this will last

I know for sure that one day

I will leave with a sad smile on my face