Sugar Coats

It'd be easy to sit here

and wallow in hell

But I could suck it up and get over myself

You see all hearts are broken

Its no big deal

I've been hurt but I'm sure

You all know how that feels

We all go through,

So why we do it again?

Is it even worth

The awkward anger of trying to be friends?

I don't know.

Should I care?

Well do you?

Are you there?

This year

Will swallow

me whole

It's taken its toll

The queen of hearts

Is mad with power

“Heads will roll.”

So tenderly

You bleed me dry

And I

I collapse to the floor

It doesn't get easier

That should be me

It doesn't get easier

I'm dying to leave

I'm been feeling surprisingly

Lonely these days

I guess substitutes have

An aftertaste

And I hate you

For making me feel

I could easily be replaced

They say that the coffin

Can't confine the soul

I'm burying secrets

You should have told

So I'll say f**k your heaven

This is only a goal

You want to achieve

So you can be alone

We've yelled

We've lied

And blatantly tried

To hurt the other one

That's not fair

But truthfully

I don't care

You cried

And apologized

I wont sympathize with you

Cuz your wrong

So wrong

And you know it, you do

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa, whoa, whoa

It doesn't get easier

Try not to scream

It doesn't get easier

I'm fighting day dreams

So I guess its over

Is it time to move on?

Winter was always my least favorite season

Should I give up?

Is it too late to be saved?

Am I forever frozen in

This lonely grave?

So if I agree

I'm not trying to be mean

It's just cold, hard facts

Spare me your sugar coats

I could have kept you warmer than that.