A Perfect Suicide

Two pillsI'll be free don't you think

Is it the only way

One rope for my throat 'round that pole

One jump through the glass of that door

Flying down to the floor

One blade for my veins like a kiss

Time to close my eyes

Time to say goodbye

Time for some of you

To shed some hollow deceitful tears

All my life's been a joke

Plenty of misery

I've been chasing memories

Of the child that I keep in my mind

A perfect suicide

You'll never see me crying

That is a fair way to close with my pain

A perfect suicide

There's only a way to go

Out of this world where my hopes were foreclosed and lost

I can see your eyes full of scorn

Have you ever thought

I was so afraid and desperate

You hate what you fear that's the truth

That's your callI'm done

I'm one step closer to you

Time to close my eyes

Time to say goodbye

Time for some of you

To shed some hollow deceitful tears

All my life's been a joke

Plenty of misery

I've been chasing memories

Of the child that I keep in my mind

A perfect suicide

You'll never see me crying

That is a fair way to close with my pain

A perfect suicide

There's only a way to go

Out of this world where my hopes were foreclosed and lost

A perfect suicide