Help Me Please(Explicit)

Help Me Please

I'm blinded by my tears &

I just can't see

So many devil's tryin' to recycle my soul '

Cause in the ghetto where

I'm from ain't no flies in the groves

Just n***as &no's

Send me a sign

Just to let a n***a know that he been on your mind

Man s**t just be so f**ked up out here in these streets mayne

You feel me

Straight up

This is the sea of life &

I'm drownin'

I know I can swim but feel like

I keep sinkin' down in

These waters &

I can't breathe

I feel like

I'm gon' blow it

I can see people holdin' a life jacket but they won't throw it

Entertained by my struggle &they'd love to see me die

Why not love to see me live instead of helpin' my family cry

Like a homeless person with a sign

I would work for food

Ain't no shame in bein' helpless it's a part of payin' dues

On an everyday mission tryin' to collect 5's &10's

So many worries

I promise my bones show right through my skin

Fancy cars &a mansion

That ain't never been my goal

A hooptie would be fine plus somewhere warm when it's cold

I know what it feel like not to be able to call the shots

Have a pen but no time to connect all the dots

Therefore

I do what

I can do &then get down on my knees '

Cause I can't make it by my lonely

Help Me Please

I'm blinded by my tears &

I just can't see

So many devil's tryin' to recycle my soul '

Cause in the ghetto where

I'm from ain't no flies in the groves

Just n***as &no's

Send me a sign

Just to let a n***a know that he been on your mind

Yeah much love to everybody doin' time

Up in Peramysthis state jail you dig

Seem like soon as

I'm findin' happyness the joy's gone

Kickin' it with

Steve Francis

Mike Tyson &

Roy Jones

I waited my whole life to be somebody

But now I've gotta get a visit just to see somebody

I'm in this all white reminscin' all night 'about my cousin

Trans Wreakin' havoc in this rap game so it's alright

Grandmother &my

Auntie gettin' everything they need

Trae's an angel in my eyesight a true friend in need

While I'm waitin' for heaven

I see hell &smell the flames

God send Abraham to quickly snatch me from this pain I don't really wanna die just need a Change Of Scenery

I done see too many killings just like my vision is mean to me

And my eyes don't like me &my soul wanna leave

I'm persecuted daily by my friends it ain't easy

I do what

I can do &then get down on my knees

I have so many enemies

Lord would you

Help Me Please

I'm blinded by my tears &

I just can't see

So many devil's tryin' to recycle my soul '

Cause in the ghetto where

I'm from ain't no flies in the groves

Just n***as &no's

Send me a sign

Just to let a n***a know that he been on your mind

N***a f**k

Precinct 5 n***a &f**k

Officer Thornton

Berry Punk a*s b***hes uh

Tryin' to survive for me is like chasin' the wind

You know you ain't never gon' catch it so why bother lettin' yo' knees bend

I try to stay around some realness brothers &sisters holla if you feel this

If hurt &misery is who you chill with

Mo' City my hood it forever be my block

Never thought

I'd see the day it'd hand me over to the cops

Where the love from my homeboys

I love y'all too

I was the tugboat to ya problems 'cause

I d**g y'all through

Just one question dawg how could you do me like that

I took your family in

I put some cash in your pocket made you a man again

But now it's like you never knew me

Wouldn't take the fall for y'all so now y'all wanna do me

I made it up out the hood &

I ain't comin' back

Unless I'm brangin'

Lil' Boss to get a hundred sack

N***a I'm gon' do what

I'm gon' do &then get down on my knees

And make a couple of

G's but in

God name help a n***a to succeed