Leaves Me Wondering

Leaves Me Wondering - Eleanor McEvoy

I sit and stare at you and wonder

How I'd feel

If you weren't here

I think you're scared of going under

So much more

Than you appear

It's not that I would be more capable than you would

I'd go on

That I know

I just wonder how my life would be without you

So do you I suppose

So do you I suppose

And it leaves me wondering if you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me

Wondering

Do I care

Common decency requires me

Not to act

On how I feel

Common sense conspires to warn me

To behave

In spite of me

So I impose on you the thoughts that lie within me

Be they mine

Be they yours

Trying to guess what you are thinking

When you're silent

But I can't be sure

No I can't be sure

And it leaves me wondering if you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me

Wondering

Do I care

Do I care

Are we so beyond repair

Or is everything okay

When I leave it up to you

You don't tell me either way

Do I care

Do I care

Are we so beyond repair

Do I care

Do I care

That your leaves me wondering if you love me

You leaves me wondering if I care

You leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering do you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And than leaves me wondering if I care

Not a abstruct to wonder

Dosn't ever ** you wonder

When you leave room to ** it

Don't think think about it

Don't a abstruct to wonder

Dosn't ever ** you wonder

When you leave room to ** it

Don't think think about it

It leaves me wondering if you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me wondering do I care