Joshua， They’re Laughing At You(Explicit)

Hi beautiful

I missed you while

I was gone

Sup homie

I wrote you this song

I'd be better off dead 'cause both chedder and bread

Have alluded me since

I was a little s**thead

So instead of working the 9 to 5 job

I'll settle for what

I am a white trash slob

So I guess

I'm destined to sit in this cesspool '

'Til somebody pass me a blade or a pistol

I've had it up to here

I'm most sincere

I poke my own eyes in until they tear

So people think that

I feel but they're wrong 'cause

I don't

Soaked in my sweat grab the mic and go for broke

Cause I'm trying to forget just a day in the life

I love all my friends but they stab with the knife

They go cut cut cut

Stab stab stab

I continue fightin' then

I grab grab grab

On the mic to try to writin' all my wrongs

But my heart is exactly where it belongs

There's a reason there's a cut there's a friend there's a foe

There's a lover there's a girl there's a woman there's a h*e

People never know they act like they do

Joshua they're laughing at you

There's a reason there's a cut there's a friend there's a foe

There's a woman there's a girl there's a slut there's a h*e

People never know they act like they do

Joshua they're laughing at you

I dissect every signal that my brain intercepts

I wiggle 'round the black find the light that

I reflect

But every time

I get to a happy memory

There's an asshole right there to f**k it up for me

No high-school degree nothing coming easily

I died yesterday what you don't remember me

Huh

Ah great f**k 'em anyway

Send another rapper through me stuff 'em any day

Book 'em and cuff 'em and throw the mother f**kin' book away

Had enough of 'em stuff 'em inside of a box and drive away

And pray you don't feel the wrath of my dismay '

Cause I slay any opponent with a f**kin' word to say

I play way serious

I no longer play

Sit in the same room let my rage run astray

And just when you think my tank is on empty

Somebodys right there just waiting to tempt me

There's a reason there's a cut there's a friend there's a foe

There's a lover there's a girl there's a woman there's a h*e

People never know they act like they do

Joshua they're laughing at you

There's a reason there's a cut there's a friend there's a foe

There's a woman there's a girl there's a slut there's a h*e

People never know they act like they do

Joshua they're laughing at you

Now as my blood thickens and it slows to a crawl

And it flows through my heart pop in the middle of it all

I'm an asshole

I'm a f**k up a scumbag

Instead of a baby man

I should've been a cum rag

Inside my head nothing but confusion

Don't ask me for answers

I got no solutions

I don't know

I got potions bruises contusions

Scrapes and cuts the puss that

I'm using

American Idol f**k

Clay and Ruben

American homocidal recitals what

I'm doing

Loosen the grip that these dickheads got

While they hold under your hips and pound your brown spot

There's a reason there's a cut there's a friend there's a foe

There's a lover there's a girl there's a woman there's a h*e

People never know they act like they do

Joshua they're laughing at you

There's a reason there's a cut there's a friend there's a foe

There's a woman there's a girl there's a slut there's a h*e

People never know they act like they do

Joshua they're laughing at you

So quit it