Metanoia

Metanoia - The Human Abstract

Written by：The Human Abstract

Look at me now I'm losing control

I don't know what to call myself

I know that I'm sick of playing a role

All along I've been kidding myself

Seeking out a set reality

They say sanity is dictated by

What the larger percentage of society sees

What does that mean

Clearly nothing

Clearly nothing

Psychology is not an exact science in fact

There is no exact science thoughit may seem

That means I'm okay and everything's ok

Wrong again I've been kidding myself

Life is falling apart at the seams

Somehow I'm doomed to go over the same ground in these

Compulsive circular thought patterns over and over time

And again over and over time and again

I think I've got it all worked out and then

I forget every conclusion drawn every epiphany gone

I felt safe then the walls came crashing in one day

Without warning everything

That I thought was stable deep in me starts to wash away

Can you feel it

It's the motion of the tide

Watch yourself now there's an ocean deep inside

You could drown in it

You could drown in it

You could drown in it

You could drown in it

You could drown in it

Look at me now

I'm losing control

Might even be learning to enjoy the sting of the irony

Changing my shape I slide through the door way

Can you feel it

It's the motion of the tide

Watch yourself now there's an ocean deep inside

You could drown in it

You could drown in it

Watch yourself now there's an ocean deep inside

Watch yourself

It's an endless journey through the abyss all along

I've been kidding myself working equations

It's a long walk in and there's no clear way home

Everything I was in constant change

I'm not the same

I'm not the same